Usch säger jag bara -_- USCH!
Fail på denna dag som in i bomben!
Snackade med Hannah igår. Sa en del av mitt stora problem! Känns väl okej, dock känner jag mig äckligare än nånsin -_-
Jag måste kämpa nu, kämpa kämpa! Down down! Annars kommer det aldrig gå! Så nära jag varit men sen kommit så långt bort!
Äckligt!
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Jag kan inte säga att jag nu inte är orolig för dig, för det är jag. Kanske bara lite extra än vanligt.
So I would say there is way to many sides of the box. And a friend told me she have the thoughts that can start a living hell. Not eating at all. Maybe I just feel worried for her, even if she only have the thoughts, but that is how it begins. Even if I had the feeling of it. Confirming me. Don't ask me who she is if you know me. If you know her, she may let you know as well. I have the want of loosing weight but I eat in a sort of way protest. I've had the feeling of being not seen, at all. But I don't think I stopped eating. I don't have the guts to do it. I guess that is a good thing?
But it is soon summer. Maybe it's just the feeling of rain in the air.
I want to be alone, but still I don't. Somehow I wanna go back a year. Last year summer...
I had no idea were I was going, just hoping. You should never stop hope, that is the last thing you can have to keep on living. Hoping for better time.
That summer was pretty great. I hope this will be too, but why shouldn't it?
Time goes so fast. Maybe I should have stopped before I turned 16. But I gave a promise, and I don't brake such promises. No, I'm not suicidal, not cutting (a promise to myself there) but sometimes I just want someone to kill me. Then I wouldn't be blamed.
(From my own journal on Deviantart.)
Life is hard, and then you die. But there is more things than just that.
Jag finns här för dig, även om du vill tala om plastankor.
Du skulle bara veta hur underbar du är. Och du är inte ensam.
Tack för att jag fick lära känna dig.
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